I MISS open goals

Sometimes I will miss an open goal, but more so in life.

So what more do you want at 16, all you really need is football, money, beer and someone to be there for you like a girlfriend. All of which I had, you ask yourself so how did you screw this one up?

well she was a lovely, beautiful girlfriend she agreed with me on most things and would never think of batting an eyelid at any other boy in more than a joking way. But that was it I got bored, it was great being able to see her whenever I wanted and seeing her rather attractive mum. However there was no fire, no fiery arguments and consequential making up methods, and therefore temptation got a hold of me and forced me to, cheat. All females that were reading please continue to do so we are not all that bad. I cheated with a lifelong friend (yes a life long friend at 16, OK, well more on and off girlfriend, person). I felt terrible she was and still is the best girlfriend I have had, I told a few of my close friends and there solution was to tell her the truth and therefore hear it from me first rather than rumours. I eventually did this and well we are no longer together. Adele's album features a song called "someone like you", this song just reminds me of her every word of what we could of had, this also has some relevance to her other song "rolling in the deep" only I'm the one that hand her heart in my hand, which I stupidly squashed. SO THANKS ADELE FOR GIVING ME A GUILTY CONSCIOUS !  GOAL DEFINANTLY MISSED

(IF YOU KNOW WHO I AM ON ABOUT DO NOT SAY ANYTHING I’M USING THIS LIKE A DIARY, thank you)

I got over her, eventually, after many attempts of trying to get her back, one of which was certain until she suddenly put in a relationship with _ _ _ _ _    _ _ _ _  clearly not my name< i was enraged, but a silver lining was on the horizon.

I had met someone attractive, and through not giving up, we eventually became boyfriend and girlfriend. we had a great time together. The same person I cheated on the previous girl had a huge influence on me again, this time I didn't cheat, just listened to the wrong person. GOLDEN OPPORTUNITY MISSED.

Now I fear my past may have hindered my future, especially with girls. However I have changed, I couldn't keep going on like I had. I WANT TO SETTLE DOWN! Well until I go to uni, but if I "love you" it may be different.

PS changed my background so its more like the Ellie Goulding lights cover. 

I told you i'd be back

Well today saw the last of my AS Level resits, thank God. I am quietly confident that my Geography result will have improved although that paper still needs to be longer! As for my PE well it looks like an EPIC fail, tested on my weakest part of knowledge. Results around March so if you don't hear from me I have killed myself, due to piss poor results, or alternatively my mum has gutted me, strung me up by my intestines and made me eat my penis.

Well it now allows me to blog, yes good times.

The much talked about topic today was hair with a few members within my friend group debating on radical hair styles. Now there is nothing wrong with someone’s hair it is personal preference and that got me thinking about who has the perfect hair.

Hair is a personal preference, so being personal I feel dyed colours are second rate to a natural colour, yes even the "dreaded" ginger. So to all you with Rhianna Red, it does indeed look good but natural is always better for condition and look. So the key question now is what is the best natural colour? Now blonde can come in different tones, bleach blonde is a no no for my liking, it makes people look like a Eastern European, drug taking whore, with visions of a person from my old gcse drama group. If you were in my class she always wanted to write about someone being pregnant. A normal blonde although generic is probably the best tone for blondes. Brunettes, some of the best looking girls I know are brunettes, but it just doesn't wow me, when dead and dry it’s noticeable. Ginger, a natural strawberry blonde ginger is beautiful, it compliments every skin tone and can highlight how beautiful a face can be. Ginger however can go the extreme Ron Weasley or any of the Weasleys back off you are not my preference.
Selected colour: Blonde (dirty blonde)

Length is also a key question. Short is sexy but what else can you do with it, cute little bob, cute little bob to the side, done. Length gives you the choices, up, down, curled, straight, natural, beehive, and many more. I was disappointed when one of my friends got her hair cut short ... I was gutted, she no longer looked like my celebrity crush, as she had lost the beach look and that is the perfect style as far as I’m concerned.

Selected Length: long or enough for beach look

Style, well it has to be beach look, its natural unmade nature shows real beauty.

So it has to be long blonde hair, that’s unmade such as

Yes Diana Vickers, the celebrity crush mentioned before, so congratulations DV, and anyone changing their hair look to the picture above^^^